How Do I Feel?

How do I feel when we don't speak?

How do I feel when I have to seek?

How do I feel when we're apart?

It feels like there will never be a start.

How do I feel when she's not around?

Everything near me is all at sound.

You know how I feel?

I feel like none of it's real.

Sometimes I'm sad.

Sometimes I'm mad.

I think about the things we'll never have.

How do I feel?

When will I know?

How do I feel?

When will it show?